Fear

It happened this morning on my way to work, on the usual seat on the upper deck of bus number 7.
I dozed off during the long and draggy ride and all of a sudden, i was struck by an unanticipated fear. Fear of death.
I opened my eyes immediately and could feel a numbing sensation down from my jaws to my chest.
I started to have images of my funeral and the things i left behind.
I starting praying and continued through the morning as the thought lingered.
It was frightening i tell you.

For the rest of the day, i had the "not-sure-if-i'll-still-be-around-to-do-this" thought.
Very very scary.

Please pray for me will you...