缓缓飘落的枫叶像思念 我点燃烛火温暖岁末的秋天

极光掠夺天边 北风掠过想你的容颜

我把爱烧成了落叶 却换不回熟悉的那张脸

缓缓飘落的枫叶像思念 为何挽回要赶在冬天来之前

爱你穿越时间 两行来自秋末的眼泪

让爱渗透了地面 我要的只是你在我身边

~ 《枫》 周杰伦

好悲伤。。。 假如你有看过这个MV, 你也会感同身受。 眼看着自己深爱的人在身边， 却又无法唤起她的记忆，还得装着很祝福她跟友人的样子。。。哦。。。辛酸！ ('';)

Religion or Relation?

"Religion is performing as a social role to maintain equilibrium in the society. More of religion, less of individualism." I wouldn't deny these theories of Durkheim on religion. Indeed society today needs "religion" to soothe the rationalisation effect. Being too rational leads to a decrease in the temperature of the society. People's hearts turn cold and hard.

Coping with Sociology has been a hard chore for me. Other than not having the talent of writing, my mindset has to be adjusted from time to time. I have to constantly remind myself not to get too involved and engrossed as it's only a stupid examinable subject. But somehow, I came to an agreement that the subject is not going to have any impact on my beliefs anyway coz we're not talking about religion in the first place but RELATION.

Seriously, from the point of receiving Christ, i've never thought that i've got a "new religion" or somethin'.Hmm...the feeling is more like having a close friend and a loving father i would say. So pampering and dear. Can feel my heart started pumping again after more than 20 years and the arteries had to work extra hard coz God has accommodated in my heart. How can i bear to categorise these feelings as a "religion"? It's far far more superior than that...or even, uncomparable.

My life theme for 2006:
"My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever." ~ Ps 73:26

Cards Galore!

Met up with my ex-CB colleagues for dinner at Manhattan Fish Market last night. The food is not as impressive as the companion i must say. It's merely an imitation of Fish & Co and i emphasize again...IMITATION!! The seafood platter has only 4 pathetic shrimps, some tiny calamari, fish and chips and some not-so-buttered rice. It's filling but the shiokness is not there. My advice is to stick to Fish & Co if you crave for good grilled seafood.

Proceeded to the newly opened TCC for coffee and we had a great time. Aromatic coffee, lotsa laughter and astounded by the exhibition of ML's priviledge cards. Incredible! It's as though she has boundless access of discounts whereever she goes. I don't mind hanging out with her more often. Heh...

Can't believe that she even has Bee Cheng Hiang's card...Gee....

Cold...

It has been so "cold" in the office lately. I didn't feel it until today. Well, tried to reason it's becoz of the conference that's going on offsite but it's just hard to convince myself. Yes it's busy, i don't deny it but must it compromise with the basic touch of humanity? It's easy to disagree but hard to do it.

Today is HL's last day. I felt the gloom (maybe it's just me?). Initially all of us agreed to have a farewell lunch with her today but when i arrived at the office in the morning, realised that less than half can make it. Then what's the point? I don't blame them as it's due to geniune work commitment that they have to pull out last minute. However i just can't help to feel burdened. I am worried. Is this practice of backing-out-last-min-for-farewell-lunch gonna go on like this? This isn't the 1st time. Well, to many people, farewell lunches may just be like one of any lunches everyday but at least for me, i would think it bears more sentimental values. Perhaps i'm just being too emotional. Anyway...

HL is a good colleague/friend of mine in my division hence it's sad to see her go. But i applaud her courage of stepping out to fulfill her dreams. Uncertain but unregretful (i hope).
I made her a photoframe with the pic we took during the last D&D. I think she likes it... =) Really hope that she will be happy at her new place...

Bonny's 1st Post

Finally!!! After contemplating for many months whether or not to start a blog, i've finally decided. Initially, thought that i may not have the time to maintain/update the blog regularly. But at the same time, i do wanna have a place where i can share my thoughts and 抒发 my 情感。

Look out for more!! =))