WELCOME BABY AARON
TO THE WORLD!!!!
Can't believe i'm Aunty Bonny now.
Haiz...
Haiz...
Thursday, September 28, 2006
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
Grrrr....
I was in a bad mood today.
I was tired.
Went on a course in the morning and just when i returned to office after lunch, my mood worsen.
I was merely asking a simple question and was reciprocated with a stupid foul attitude.
What for?
Trying to flaunt his authority?
I know he already has it what!
I didn't deny that at all!
So sarcastic for what?
I could literally feel my heartbeat hasten.
I was feeling so warm as my blood boiled.
For a split moment, i felt like throwing THE letter.
I felt mistreated.
Where can i find the grace to plan his birthday celebration tomorrow?
It has been a long while since i was so pissed at work.
I was only asking for a simple respect and courtesy that should exist even in a superior-subordinate relationship.
Yes, this is HIS problem!
I'm not gonna let HIS problem affect me.
Going to sleep now.
明天会更好!
I was tired.
Went on a course in the morning and just when i returned to office after lunch, my mood worsen.
I was merely asking a simple question and was reciprocated with a stupid foul attitude.
What for?
Trying to flaunt his authority?
I know he already has it what!
I didn't deny that at all!
So sarcastic for what?
I could literally feel my heartbeat hasten.
I was feeling so warm as my blood boiled.
For a split moment, i felt like throwing THE letter.
I felt mistreated.
Where can i find the grace to plan his birthday celebration tomorrow?
It has been a long while since i was so pissed at work.
I was only asking for a simple respect and courtesy that should exist even in a superior-subordinate relationship.
Yes, this is HIS problem!
I'm not gonna let HIS problem affect me.
Going to sleep now.
明天会更好!
Thursday, September 21, 2006
My Name is Kim Sam-Soon
Been busy this week.
Rushing home as early as i could.
Because of...
After catching the last episodes of My Name is Kim Sam-Soon on Channel U, i pestered Carol to lend me the dvd.
Despite Teck tried to stop me, saying that it's bad for me, i turned a deaf ear.
I think i am one of the mountain turtles who have not watched the serial.
It was so popular in Korea last year and it created a commotion when it was broadcasted on cable beginning of this year.
I didn't even attempt to catch an episode.
Simply i thought the female lead was too unappealing.
I am hooked now, even i had to burn midnight oil.
I laughed at Sam Soon.
I cried with Sam Soon.
I raged with Sam Soon.
I felt for Sam Soon.
Simply because i could relate to her experience.
It left me thinking. A lot.
About things i have left at the back of my mind.
About things i chose to believe i won't be affected by.
Well........ (-_-;)
Nevertheless, besides being caught in an emotional trail.
I fell in love.
With him! =p
Err..yes, Mr Hyun Bin is on my laptop background. Heh.
Pai sei leh.
So old le still 迷偶像. Kekeke...
Moreover he's younger than me!
But can't help it leh. He's too suave already.
Sshhh..don't tell people ah. =p
Perhaps Teck was right.
I shouldn't have started.
But...
既然看了还是把它看完啦hor?
做人要有始有终吗! 对吗? =p
我会好的啦! =)
Click here for the serial synopsis.
Rushing home as early as i could.
Because of...
After catching the last episodes of My Name is Kim Sam-Soon on Channel U, i pestered Carol to lend me the dvd.
Despite Teck tried to stop me, saying that it's bad for me, i turned a deaf ear.
I think i am one of the mountain turtles who have not watched the serial.
It was so popular in Korea last year and it created a commotion when it was broadcasted on cable beginning of this year.
I didn't even attempt to catch an episode.
Simply i thought the female lead was too unappealing.
I am hooked now, even i had to burn midnight oil.
I laughed at Sam Soon.
I cried with Sam Soon.
I raged with Sam Soon.
I felt for Sam Soon.
Simply because i could relate to her experience.
It left me thinking. A lot.
About things i have left at the back of my mind.
About things i chose to believe i won't be affected by.
Well........ (-_-;)
Nevertheless, besides being caught in an emotional trail.
I fell in love.
With him! =p
Err..yes, Mr Hyun Bin is on my laptop background. Heh.
Pai sei leh.
So old le still 迷偶像. Kekeke...
Moreover he's younger than me!
But can't help it leh. He's too suave already.
Sshhh..don't tell people ah. =p
Perhaps Teck was right.
I shouldn't have started.
But...
既然看了还是把它看完啦hor?
做人要有始有终吗! 对吗? =p
我会好的啦! =)
Click here for the serial synopsis.
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
明知道。。。
明知道会有黑眼圈，为何不早点睡。
明知道会发胖，为何还要吃
明知道会迟到，为何不早点出门
明知道雨天会胡思乱想，为何还选择沉醉
明知道看汉剧会触景伤情，为何还坚持要看
明知道手机不会响，为何还空等待
明知道距离很远，为何还目不转睛
明知道不可能，为何还死守
明知道没有尽头，为何还继续行走
明知道是个深渊，为何还栽下去
明知道没有结果，为何还如此执著
明知道你不在乎，为何我还在乎
咎 由 自 取。。。
明知道会发胖，为何还要吃
明知道会迟到，为何不早点出门
明知道雨天会胡思乱想，为何还选择沉醉
明知道看汉剧会触景伤情，为何还坚持要看
明知道手机不会响，为何还空等待
明知道距离很远，为何还目不转睛
明知道不可能，为何还死守
明知道没有尽头，为何还继续行走
明知道是个深渊，为何还栽下去
明知道没有结果，为何还如此执著
明知道你不在乎，为何我还在乎
咎 由 自 取。。。
Thursday, September 14, 2006
OUR gym
OUR gym opened about a month ago.
Situated on the 2nd level of the building.
It was coverted from a meeting place.
When the idea was brought up initially, we kbkb-ed that we would have no proper place for meetings la, too noisy la, dumbell will drop downstairs la.
But now, after viewing the end product, nobody dare to kbkb anymore.
OUR gym has a red and white colour scheme and a contemporary yet cosy design.
Very refreshing. Very bright.
With just a glance, we know that it's OUR gym.
Coz it has so much of OUR identity.
Every minute details were taken care of very carefully...from the tinted glass windows, to even the dustbin!
It has 10 - 15 machines, a foosball, a pool table, 2 dart boards, a set of leather sofa and 4 huge bean bags.
It's a long stretch man.
We are so pampered.
After the streneous workout last night at OUR gym, Bonny's bones nearly shattered this morning.
But it was very shiok.
I couldn't believe that i could stretch myself that far.
Yoohoo!!
下次会更好!!!
***
Just before i left my office to head for OUR gym, my AD came over and asked me for some figures.
After furnishing him what he needed, he ended the conversation with...
"I'm so glad to have you with us"
Wa sei!!! Those 8 words were POWER man!
Such a great impact.
Bonny's heart was smiling. =)
And thankful to Him...
NO BONUS?? IT'S OKAY!!!
.
.
.
.
.
Heh sorry sorry....say say only la!!
别太认真啊... =p
Situated on the 2nd level of the building.
It was coverted from a meeting place.
When the idea was brought up initially, we kbkb-ed that we would have no proper place for meetings la, too noisy la, dumbell will drop downstairs la.
But now, after viewing the end product, nobody dare to kbkb anymore.
OUR gym has a red and white colour scheme and a contemporary yet cosy design.
Very refreshing. Very bright.
With just a glance, we know that it's OUR gym.
Coz it has so much of OUR identity.
Every minute details were taken care of very carefully...from the tinted glass windows, to even the dustbin!
It has 10 - 15 machines, a foosball, a pool table, 2 dart boards, a set of leather sofa and 4 huge bean bags.
It's a long stretch man.
We are so pampered.
After the streneous workout last night at OUR gym, Bonny's bones nearly shattered this morning.
But it was very shiok.
I couldn't believe that i could stretch myself that far.
Yoohoo!!
下次会更好!!!
***
Just before i left my office to head for OUR gym, my AD came over and asked me for some figures.
After furnishing him what he needed, he ended the conversation with...
"I'm so glad to have you with us"
Wa sei!!! Those 8 words were POWER man!
Such a great impact.
Bonny's heart was smiling. =)
And thankful to Him...
NO BONUS?? IT'S OKAY!!!
.
.
.
.
.
Heh sorry sorry....say say only la!!
别太认真啊... =p
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
Silence...ssShhh
My life seems to have decelerated since.....can't remember.
Work is as usual, not that i am exceptionally free. Load is still coming in.
Church...ok nothing major.
And i realised, i'm not talking much.
All right maybe my gauge of not-talking-much is still far more than the majority.
But based on my personal assessment...yeah...i'm talking lesser.
At work...
I don't talk unless neccessary. Emails convey the same messages too.
My colleague will sometimes pop by my work station and try to strike a conversation with me.
Comment on my pictures, the music on my radio, my mini fan, my hair, my attire and anything visible.
I'll act busy by staring into my laptop after PRing a few lines.
I know they just wanna have a chat but i just have to find that extra effort to even think of what to say.
Bonny is dao.
[But today during my lunch-in, i chatted with Bengz [a colleague 2 storeys down] over the phone and it's nice talking rubbish with him. We laughed at stupid things and later found out that we had the same 'O' levels points. Well at least i won't suffer from bad breathe for shutting my mouth for too long.]
At home...
Basically i have no one to talk to. So i can't be talking to myself.
Upon reaching home, i'll route myself straight into my room and spend time with my cable tv, pc and of course God.
Ok perhaps God is the only person i talk to.
At school...
Worse! I am a loner.
I will build this fence around me and seclude myself in my own world.
Again i have to find the extra affort to go beyond my fence.
"Hi, i'm Bonny, what's your name?"
"Which year are you in?"
"How many years to complete your course?"
"Where are you working?"
So cliche.
Give me a break.
At church...
Hmm...ok i still talk la.
But lately everyone seems to retreat to a world of their own.
Maybe i should search for my own world too.
Why like that huh??
Work is as usual, not that i am exceptionally free. Load is still coming in.
Church...ok nothing major.
And i realised, i'm not talking much.
All right maybe my gauge of not-talking-much is still far more than the majority.
But based on my personal assessment...yeah...i'm talking lesser.
At work...
I don't talk unless neccessary. Emails convey the same messages too.
My colleague will sometimes pop by my work station and try to strike a conversation with me.
Comment on my pictures, the music on my radio, my mini fan, my hair, my attire and anything visible.
I'll act busy by staring into my laptop after PRing a few lines.
I know they just wanna have a chat but i just have to find that extra effort to even think of what to say.
Bonny is dao.
[But today during my lunch-in, i chatted with Bengz [a colleague 2 storeys down] over the phone and it's nice talking rubbish with him. We laughed at stupid things and later found out that we had the same 'O' levels points. Well at least i won't suffer from bad breathe for shutting my mouth for too long.]
At home...
Basically i have no one to talk to. So i can't be talking to myself.
Upon reaching home, i'll route myself straight into my room and spend time with my cable tv, pc and of course God.
Ok perhaps God is the only person i talk to.
At school...
Worse! I am a loner.
I will build this fence around me and seclude myself in my own world.
Again i have to find the extra affort to go beyond my fence.
"Hi, i'm Bonny, what's your name?"
"Which year are you in?"
"How many years to complete your course?"
"Where are you working?"
So cliche.
Give me a break.
At church...
Hmm...ok i still talk la.
But lately everyone seems to retreat to a world of their own.
Maybe i should search for my own world too.
Why like that huh??
Sunday, September 10, 2006
Worship Pract
I have been going for worship rehearsals on Saturday evenings at Creator's Music.
Turn up your speakers!!!
Heard the bass? That's my favourite part of the song!
I would intentionally fast forward just to listen to that.
Aaron was so stressed about playing that part and i'm so glad he did it ultimately.
Not easy leh....
Saw Uncle John [man in yellow]??
He's so cute hor...
Heh.
I enjoy having rehearsals at Creator's.
The room is of the right size, not too big, not too small.
Everybody can see everybody.
And it's so cosy that we can nua at the couch.
All of us were patient enough to wait for everyone to get things right.
See how much we love one another.
Heh.
I forced Teck to take this.
Sorry Brod...独乐乐不如众乐乐嘛. 你就牺牲一下下吧! =p
Muahahaha....
Turn up your speakers!!!
Heard the bass? That's my favourite part of the song!
I would intentionally fast forward just to listen to that.
Aaron was so stressed about playing that part and i'm so glad he did it ultimately.
Not easy leh....
Saw Uncle John [man in yellow]??
He's so cute hor...
Heh.
I enjoy having rehearsals at Creator's.
The room is of the right size, not too big, not too small.
Everybody can see everybody.
And it's so cosy that we can nua at the couch.
All of us were patient enough to wait for everyone to get things right.
See how much we love one another.
Heh.
I forced Teck to take this.
Sorry Brod...独乐乐不如众乐乐嘛. 你就牺牲一下下吧! =p
Muahahaha....
你寂寞吗?
近来老是在别人的blog, 看见人们探讨寂寞这个话题.
每个人对寂寞的定义都不同.
大多寂寞的人都说自己没有朋友.
因此寂寞.
或许吧...
假设你坚持选择被动，那你的寂寞将永远存在.
现实就是如此, 当今社会, 大家都处于 "你不动,我不动" 的状况.
难怪寂寞的人与日俱增.
悲哀...
假设身边知己不少.
想找个人吃个饭, 也不难.
但为何还会寂寞?
我想...多半是 "心" 的问题吧.
空虚吗??? 空洞吗???
无法安抚自己的心，多少知己也不够.
何不试着敞开心房，让新鲜的气息填补心中的洞洞?
说是简单...自己却无法照做.
年纪越大, 越难克服.
那晚, 和一个超级不识相的人吃饭.
饭一吃完, 他就想打道回俯.
8 点都不到好不好?!
有点被抛弃的感觉.
于是我自个儿就到处闲逛.
回家时, 车站旁的饮料摊播着..."All by myself...." [流星花园II的插曲]
需要这样提醒我吗???
顿时...我真的感觉有点寂寞.
咳...
每个人对寂寞的定义都不同.
大多寂寞的人都说自己没有朋友.
因此寂寞.
或许吧...
假设你坚持选择被动，那你的寂寞将永远存在.
现实就是如此, 当今社会, 大家都处于 "你不动,我不动" 的状况.
难怪寂寞的人与日俱增.
悲哀...
假设身边知己不少.
想找个人吃个饭, 也不难.
但为何还会寂寞?
我想...多半是 "心" 的问题吧.
空虚吗??? 空洞吗???
无法安抚自己的心，多少知己也不够.
何不试着敞开心房，让新鲜的气息填补心中的洞洞?
说是简单...自己却无法照做.
年纪越大, 越难克服.
那晚, 和一个超级不识相的人吃饭.
饭一吃完, 他就想打道回俯.
8 点都不到好不好?!
有点被抛弃的感觉.
于是我自个儿就到处闲逛.
回家时, 车站旁的饮料摊播着..."All by myself...." [流星花园II的插曲]
需要这样提醒我吗???
顿时...我真的感觉有点寂寞.
咳...
Thursday, September 07, 2006
周杰倫 & 費玉清 - 千里之外
看过了MV后，我心里不禁发出了一声 “哇唠"!!!
杰伦可以不要每次都扮演这种“只要你幸福，我牺牲无所谓”角色吗?
难道 《枫》 还不过瘾吗？
咳。。。
或许是他过往的亲生经历，所以现在他要一次过发泄出来.
他都自编自导自演了，还可以说什么?
好啦好啦...we got the idea!
虽然我发牢骚，可是我还是蛮喜欢的啦. =p
觉得他可怜得很可爱.
費玉清的出镜是挺 at the right place right time 的.
没有太突如其来的演出. 还好还好.
这两位在不同领域的至尊歌手，合在一起擦出的火花还蛮猛的.
这么不可能的组合，我想只有杰伦才有能耐办得到.
掌声鼓励鼓励!!!
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
Equipping Course 101
Bonny was away for a camp over the past weekend.
Equipping Course 101 (Discovering Your Potential in Christ), that's the title of the camp.
About 20 odd of us from different ministries were gathered last Thurs evening after work.
By right, it was supposed to be a retreat but the hospitality aspects didn't seem to match it leh.
So i shall call it a camp!
The camp site was at Girls' Brigade, an old school standing along Upper Serangoon Road.
Looked old, smelled old too.
But it was well maintained.
I liked the feel actually.
Reminded me of my camp in secondary school.
Not as if i liked school camp.
In the past, i'd never enjoyed school camps coz i thought it was very uncomfortable and troublesome.
Hard sleeping mat that gave me backache.
Stiff long benches in tuckshop which made dining so distasteful.
Shared bathrooms whereby i had to lug all my barang along the corridor, dropping stuff along the way, worse...realised i'd forgotten my towel after the shower. 真麻烦!!
Surprisingly....i loved the recent experience.
I began to appreciate the tranquility of the environment.
Very quiet, very simple.
We were not in a secluded place, in fact just outside the gate, was the usual rushing traffic.
But somehow there was a detachment.
Other than having proper beds and air-conditioned room this time round, the rest remained unchange.
好回味哦!
Day 2 was Games Day!
We were crazy people.
Nobody could imagine we were capable of such boisterous behaviour.
Check out the extreme top right grid and see how Koko was 摧残.
That was the corridor outside our bunks.
We went back to the basic way of communication.
So fun!
Even Pastor joined in! [the skinhead man in the top centre grid]
Starting from top left...
James and Bonny [We were former poly classmates, now church/ministry mates. He's our drummer-cum-guitarist-cum-bassist-cum-keyboardist-cum-anything. Basically whereever needs to be filled, he can do it!]
Top right is Carol and Bonny. [Carol is Lame King's wife but she's perfectly lameless.]
Bottom right...Aaron, Huiping and Bonny. [Hmm...church frens lor.]
Botton left....Sharon (Kuah) and Bonny. [She's my CG mate.]
The Potential in Christ Equippers!
All of us were drained after the 3 days 2 nights camp.
But we were filled.
Personally, i was spiritually recharged.
God spoke a clear direction for me in the area of serving.
Very satisfied.
I aim to put up my best for the glory of His Kingdom.
So that His will will be done.
Amen!
Equipping Course 101 (Discovering Your Potential in Christ), that's the title of the camp.
About 20 odd of us from different ministries were gathered last Thurs evening after work.
By right, it was supposed to be a retreat but the hospitality aspects didn't seem to match it leh.
So i shall call it a camp!
The camp site was at Girls' Brigade, an old school standing along Upper Serangoon Road.
Looked old, smelled old too.
But it was well maintained.
I liked the feel actually.
Reminded me of my camp in secondary school.
Not as if i liked school camp.
In the past, i'd never enjoyed school camps coz i thought it was very uncomfortable and troublesome.
Hard sleeping mat that gave me backache.
Stiff long benches in tuckshop which made dining so distasteful.
Shared bathrooms whereby i had to lug all my barang along the corridor, dropping stuff along the way, worse...realised i'd forgotten my towel after the shower. 真麻烦!!
Surprisingly....i loved the recent experience.
I began to appreciate the tranquility of the environment.
Very quiet, very simple.
We were not in a secluded place, in fact just outside the gate, was the usual rushing traffic.
But somehow there was a detachment.
Other than having proper beds and air-conditioned room this time round, the rest remained unchange.
好回味哦!
Day 2 was Games Day!
We were crazy people.
Nobody could imagine we were capable of such boisterous behaviour.
Check out the extreme top right grid and see how Koko was 摧残.
That was the corridor outside our bunks.
We went back to the basic way of communication.
So fun!
Even Pastor joined in! [the skinhead man in the top centre grid]
Starting from top left...
James and Bonny [We were former poly classmates, now church/ministry mates. He's our drummer-cum-guitarist-cum-bassist-cum-keyboardist-cum-anything. Basically whereever needs to be filled, he can do it!]
Top right is Carol and Bonny. [Carol is Lame King's wife but she's perfectly lameless.]
Bottom right...Aaron, Huiping and Bonny. [Hmm...church frens lor.]
Botton left....Sharon (Kuah) and Bonny. [She's my CG mate.]
The Potential in Christ Equippers!
All of us were drained after the 3 days 2 nights camp.
But we were filled.
Personally, i was spiritually recharged.
God spoke a clear direction for me in the area of serving.
Very satisfied.
I aim to put up my best for the glory of His Kingdom.
So that His will will be done.
Amen!
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
The Cancer Warriors Project
Bonny is never a book person.
If you were to ask me the lastest chi-pop in town, i could even recite the background of the entire music piece.
But today, Bonny wanna recommend this book to you.
Cancer Warriors was inspired by the author (Stella)'s sister, Sally, who had a battle against colorectal cancer.
Her story was so encouraging that it was reported in local newspaper, Shin Min Daily.
Stella, an editor with LIME magazine, embarked on a quest to compile other encouraging tales. Her aim was to bring hope and comfort to cancer warriors and their families during their darkest days.
Among the 23 stories, you will see familiar faces like Koh Chieng Mun, former Singapore Idol finalist, Daphne Khoo's mother and ............
Get a copy and you will find out!
A CD was also launched together with the book and singers include Sun Ho, Ronin, West Grand Boulevard, Fiona Xie etc.
The book ($12.90) and CD ($14.90) are both out now at Capitaland Shopping malls' customer service counters.
CD is also at Sembawang Music Centres, and the book at 7-Eleven outlets island-wide.
Proceeds from The Cancer Warriors Project will go to Breast Cancer Foundation, Joan Chan Trust Fund, Methodist Hospice Fellowship and Terry Fox Run Foundation.
There will be a concert featuring Ronin, Electrico, West Grand Boulevard and with special appearances from the Singapore Idol Top 3 finalists on 9 Sep (this sat), 2.30pm at Youth Park (next to Orchard Cineleisure).
Must support k! If you wanna know more about the project, drop Bonny a note! =)
If you were to ask me the lastest chi-pop in town, i could even recite the background of the entire music piece.
But today, Bonny wanna recommend this book to you.
Cancer Warriors was inspired by the author (Stella)'s sister, Sally, who had a battle against colorectal cancer.
Her story was so encouraging that it was reported in local newspaper, Shin Min Daily.
Stella, an editor with LIME magazine, embarked on a quest to compile other encouraging tales. Her aim was to bring hope and comfort to cancer warriors and their families during their darkest days.
Among the 23 stories, you will see familiar faces like Koh Chieng Mun, former Singapore Idol finalist, Daphne Khoo's mother and ............
Get a copy and you will find out!
A CD was also launched together with the book and singers include Sun Ho, Ronin, West Grand Boulevard, Fiona Xie etc.
The book ($12.90) and CD ($14.90) are both out now at Capitaland Shopping malls' customer service counters.
CD is also at Sembawang Music Centres, and the book at 7-Eleven outlets island-wide.
Proceeds from The Cancer Warriors Project will go to Breast Cancer Foundation, Joan Chan Trust Fund, Methodist Hospice Fellowship and Terry Fox Run Foundation.
There will be a concert featuring Ronin, Electrico, West Grand Boulevard and with special appearances from the Singapore Idol Top 3 finalists on 9 Sep (this sat), 2.30pm at Youth Park (next to Orchard Cineleisure).
Must support k! If you wanna know more about the project, drop Bonny a note! =)
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